after a silent Saturday night watching the last episode of The Mysteries of Love, I spent a whole day myself and enjoyed whatever I I feel comfortable to do. I made myself Gemelli Carbonara for lunch, watched the movie Marley and Me, took a nap, watched New York I Love You, made myself Maccheroni Bolognese for dinner. Other than called my grandma at afternoon, I didn't give a word from my mouth for a whole day. Feeling good, a very refreshing day. Even though there was heavy raining outside, I closed my windows and blinds and turned my AC on, I felt nothing outside my home. I was enjoying my own world with my food, movie and my time. who cared how dark the cloud was, who cared how heavy the raining was, who cared what anybody was doing at that moment.
My friend called me "thinking guy". yep, I like thinking. I do think a lot. I am curious, I like to deep think of each problem and try to figure out something. I do concern people, I concerned too much. I remember my old boss used to say I am a self-initiated person, maybe I am too self-initiated, which probably makes me too responsible to everything around. after many years of being a pseudo-responsible person, I become fragile.
Don't worry, I do still appreciate those friends who treasure what I did for them and take good care of me. My eye is still clear too see goods and bads.
Yours,
J